Testo Hope

All flashbacks lost in my way stuck on the black smacked down on my face
Yea I've been handicapped by ball and chain
Locked down in my cell 4 walls can relate
Facts
Lil kid but bigga picture in the photograph
Out playin but landed myself in Alcatraz
Outcast intact hooked to a polygraph
Lookin to find myself but lost again like artifact
Over yesterday stealin hours away its all for nothing
Still I can relate enough to think that you'll be fine
I get it out the way, take another saint

Its all for nothing else but numbing the pain and still I hope that you'll be fine

I've been trying to reach you with these words that don't get into your head
All our bridges are burning and there's nothing we can do but pretend and hope

Lost cause can I still find hope
Find a way to cope
But I still the antidote
Noose tied tight on the rope till I choke
But I won't stop breathing till the top the slope Say my prayers and put me down the rest
All my demons be calling me but I feel blessed
The needle callin me got me feelin stress
Keep on waking up another crest of the chest

Over yesterday stealin hours away its all for nothing
Still I can relate enough to think that you'll be fine
I get it out of the way, take another saint
Its all for nothing else but numbing the pain and still I hope that you'll be fine

I've been trying to reach you with these words that don't get into your head
All our bridges are burning and there's nothing we can do but pretend and hope

So sick of the lies
The whole world jus died
Jus look at my eyes and then you realize
That I'm really jus that high I OD'D and demised
And baby don't cry jus pray up at the sky
Don't justify when I'm crucified then glorified and then amplified
I
(Oh love sing it to me say run, dare me to breathe
Show me the pattern now, and there's nothing we can do but pretend and hope