Testo Bring Me Back

This displaced feeling's for you
I'm such a mess and I don't know what I'm supposed to do
If I try, I'd probably fail like I did in the past
This existential hate always flowing up out my drinking glass
Shatter me, cut yourself on my broken pieces
You never wanna believe, you never wanna believe
Bring me down
You are the weight of the world on my shoulders Slowly pushing me in the ground
Bring me back
There's something left in this casket to resurrect
And I know that shit is a fact

Bring me back (I just wanna), bring me back (I just wanna)
Bring me back (I just wanna wake up from this nightmare, I promise)
Bring me back (I just wanna), bring me back (I just wanna)
Bring me back (I just wanna wake up from this nightmare, I promise)

They said we were dead when we left
And we'd never be nothin'
But we kept on coming and coming and coming
So who gives a fuck about what them, what them, what them bitches said
Wanna pinpoint me like an infrared dotted Don't matter like your Instagram comment
Take a whole lot more to hurt me than words
And chirping from birds who curve with no knowledge
Absurdly blurting out vomit
I just wanna burn the nest, to be honest
I just wanna wake up from this nightmare, I promise
(I drank the Kool-Aid
It was almost too late
Instead he gave my mama a due date)
Is this real life? Then let me sleep 'til I feel right
Now I don't want to deal, my heart will not let me kneel
Like the rest who got scared for real, right

Bring me back (I just wanna), bring me back (I just wanna)
Bring me back (I just wanna wake up from this nightmare, I promise)
Bring me back (I just wanna), bring me back (I just wanna)
Bring me back (I just wanna wake up from this nightmare, I promise)

Coffin-shaped heart
You don't live here 'cause you're not asleep yet
They'll always be a snooze button, but in life, no reset
No respect when I reflect and I eject
Hot tears up in the Kleenex, hoping to be next
I come from a long line of freak shows and rejects
With problems way deeper than a V-neck line
Saying I'ma try to do better the next time
Spare the insecurity, double up on the spine
Hopin' I don't loose 'em while openin' up they mind
Like a padlock, Jamie Madrox and Monoxide
We the key to the bridge and beyond
Much more than a phenom, infinite like the shit that we be on
Blame it on the rhythm or the horns made of neon
Shine so bright, but they still can't see 'em