Testo No One Stays At The Top Forever

I try to find myself in the shadows of my room,
but I was suffocated by vacant walls, and solitude.
Knee deep and losing sleep, can't find yourself when you've lost everything.
I'm hangin' off of my own words.
Beneath the sheets you buried me, I'm suffocating quietly.
Is this record on repeat?
You left me with the weight of the world to lift