Testo Second Best

Blatent ignorance, I'm not supposed to get
But I hear what you said, repeat callousness
For what it's worth, for what it's not
I gave it all, all that I got
And I refuse to have it broke like the rest
Air closing tight, choking on hate
Burning inside, asphixiate
And I refuse to settle for second best Surreal normalcy, living scenery
It's my own story, defying gravity
So weak apethetic
accepting everything that you're given
Self loathing, and pathetic
happy not to do anything
Sarcastic double standard
kept alive by passivity
no challenge, just accept it
mediocrity abounding