Testo The Nothingness

I'm spiraling, into a nothingness around
When everything is gone
I go the only way, alone

Here we go again, another hole I'm fallin' in
Another chance to go within (chance to go within)
An openin', finding me, reminding me
It's time to be a ten So many wanna be's, so few that honestly have been

Got these voices inside my head, screamin' out all of these words that someone said There's so much anger within me, but I must be heard, so now you'll see..

It feels so good...
Falling down into a hole, so just let me be alone
Everything I've learned is nothin' I was shown
It's so easy for you, you say, but this is all that I ever can be
So I'll burn into nothingness, it's a nothingness I know

It's just a joke to me/I hope to be/But everyday I just pretend and in the end/ I'm on my knees- just suffering /I try to repent from sins I did when I was
ten/But everything I did before will not reverse again

Right now.. All I see around me is darkness, there must be a way to escape, to depart this
Now I'm down in a hole, and still I'm waiting for nothing, but my time will come and I'll be ready (I'll be ready)

So many things that have gone bad
The serenity I had
I've had my problems off and on, and they will still be here when I'm gone
The only place to go...

Is within, let go of resistance, when the darkness calls me, I sit calmly and listen/ as the lies just wind around me, blocking my vision, I reminded, I'm the one who thought of this mission

I'm screaming out
Falling down into a hole, so just let me be alone
Everything I've learned is nothin' I was shown
It's so easy for you, you say, but this is all that I ever can be
So I'll burn into a nothingness, for you

Fall into a hole so deep
So much for me to dream, so much for me to be
A changing - happening within me - I'm in deep
No way for me to find the entry
It's inches away - but I'm plagued with a haste that stunts me
It calls for me to face the hate that confronts me
But tense is the way I feel
No way for me to grab the wheel and reveal
What the senses say, but only hint through suggestion
Its vengeance forces me to take the entrance
A changing, happening within me
Inches away from me and my
Pain... The way I feel,
Will I ever get to see, will my memories reveal

Still.. waiting here, and there's nothing left
Not wasting no more time Living no more fears

Will I finally make it out alive, Can I find a way to survive, will I change my mind and arrive, show me what it's all about God, whatchu got

Will I finally make it out alive, Can I find a way to survive, will I change my mind and arrive, show me what it's all about God, whatchu got

Not innocent...
Just show me whatchu got
Falling down into a hole, so just let me be alone
Everything I've learned is nothin' I was shown
It's so easy for you, you say, (but) this is all that I ever can be
It's a nothingness, it's a nothingness

I don't know who I am no more, it's like the answer's gone
It's like I can't hold on

And I know it's... such a long way to go, all alone
Dontcha know it's the only way I've ever known
So I stick to myself, again