Testo Bitter, Regressive

Floating silently through waters of grudge and gall
Waiting for the wind to come and deliver alleviation

Redeem my pride resentful mind
Kill my life bitter mind

Everlasting deed, obliged for this pride
Rushing through the storm diminishing a wish to die
Redeem my pride resentful mind
Kill my life resentful, bitter mind

Is it only a state of mind?
Or perhaps something more?

Redeem my pride resentful mind
Kill my life resentful, bitter mind
Kill me kill me!
Ohh break the circle bitter mind