Testo abandonment

I'm so scared to fall in love, I always fuck it up
Won’t let them leave me so I do it first
I close my eyes, open up
And every time just my luck
That I always end up hurt

But I'm too scared to waterfall into a broken heart again, abandonment
You will be the death of me
You make it hard to eat or sleep
Afraid you're gonna make me be alone
And all my friendships burning down
The second that we build a house
You lock me out with nowhere left to go

You make me question every relationship I have
And leave me with a scar over my heart
No matter how I medicate
None of it goes away
So I can never tell what’s real or not

You make it hard for me to
Open up my broken heart again, abandonment
You will be the death of me
You make it hard to eat or sleep
Afraid you're gonna make me be alone
Yeah, all my friendships burning down
The second that we build a house
You lock me out with nowhere left to go

You ruin every, every, everything, everyone
You just push them away
But what if they, what if they, what if they, what if they
What if they really just wanted to stay
And say
I won't let you abandon me
You're all I want and all I need
And I will never leave you alone
When everything is burning down
I promise you I'll be around
Even if you don't know where to go

Even if you don't, even if you don't
I won’t let you go