Testo Lost Cause

Took a lot to get to twenty seven
My knees are weak but I'm still standing
I wasn't meant for making it
But I'm not the type to call it quits
[?] but trying to be clean
Breaking but still in one piece
Hanging on, hanging on
But I feel like we're trapped in
We win some but lose most
These close calls keep us close
This life is wearing thin
It's eating at my skin
We can't keep reflecting
Just keep oppressing
On and on and on
'Til we find where we belong

I can't seem to get past all my problems
Try my best but never solve them
I was never one for making it
And I think it's fine we're sinking in
[?] and not coming clean Breaking and losing each piece
Falling down, falling down
No one's reaching out to catch me

What's it gonna take for me to find my way
I can't keep struggling to always finish in last place
Am I just wasting all my time
Chasing the wrong life
I just wanna be, I just need to be
Free from the judgement
When all vote against me
Free from opinions they built
I know I should be
Can you even hear me
I'm fucking screaming
I just wanna be heard
Won't someone save me
Bring me to safety

We win some but lose most
These close calls keep us close
This life is wearing thin
It's eating at my skin
We can't keep reflecting
Just keep oppressing
On and on and on
'Til we find where we belong

And I've given everything, given everything
But I get nothing, get nothing
And I'm not giving in, not giving in
My knees are weak but I'm still standing

Everyone tells me to stay strong
But I've got nothing to hold on
Everyone tells me to stay strong
But I've got nothing to hold on
Everyone tells me to stay strong
But I've got nothing

Lately my heart is a mess wearing tiredness
I feel invested in stress like it's all I have left
Every failure's a deck and they're up to my neck
I'm fucking drowning in doubt and there's no swimming out

Everyone tells me to stay strong
But I've got nothing to hold on
Everyone tells me to stay strong
But I've got nothing