Testo Heartache

I suppose when my father did everything Oma and Opa said
Did he find his own way?
Couldn't tell you what's in his head
But inside of mine I'm wondering
Did he find his own way?

[?]
Trying to find my own way What if forever is better than never?
And maybe it's a sign
That I found my own way

I will not let my heart ache
I won't be treading water, waiting on a wave, no no
I will not let my heart ache

No, I never really chased my dream
Never tried to catch a shooting star
I'm not really sure how my dream found me
I guess that's the way you are

Now I'm left with a mystery
Is it always gonna have to be so hard? If I only ever drag my feet
I guess I'll never get too far

To hold on, not let it go
I tell you it's all I know

I will not let my heart ache
I won't be treading water, waiting on a wave, no no
I will not let my heart ache

No, I'm never gonna lose my [?]
I take it easy on the week of [?]
I hear you telling me not to speak
So here comes the quiet part

Maybe I never solved the mystery
Is it always gonna have to be so hard?
If I only ever drag my feet
I guess I'll never get too far

To hold on, not let it go
I tell you it's all I know

I will not let my heart ache
I won't be treading water, waiting on a wave, no no
I will not let my heart ache
I will not let my heart ache

Up and at 'em
Bright as the start of a brand new day
There's a magic to it, never let it go
Up and at 'em
It's the time when you awake
Something holy to it only you could know

The haze from the weather burns [all ?]
And I'm losing track of time
Trying to find my own way

What if forever is better than never?
And baby, it's a sign
That we found our own way

I will not my heart ache
*not sure about the rest*