Testo Begged Forgiveness

First time I opened my eyes was in the trailer
First time That they me jumped they stomp my face
(YEAH)

First time I stood in court I got probation
My whole family took them L’s behind them Cases

Pulled up, pulled the stick on me, I froze Then 4 came for my brother kicked the door
(YEAH)

17 I hit my knees and begged forgiveness
17 I hit my knees and begged forgiveness
(YEAH YEAH)

Crosses, Blood, Crack, Projects, Black, White, Murder, Truth
Progression, Jesus, Martin, X, Addiction, Love, Forgiveness, Truth
Prison, Bando, Police sirens
Broke, Struggling, Broken Down
Licks, Intent, Pitching, Crosses, Truth
Pain, Love, Conviction

Ain’t see no God yeah Ain’t feel no God yeah
Skipping school but I’m Smarter though
Momma left
It was harder though
I had to struggle with pain and depression
I Bottled inside me
(YEAH YEAH)
I had to change my way Lil Hitta
Lil Hitta we dying
(YEAH YEAH)

Sleeping around in the public housing
I had no respect
Fist fighting my daddy
Youngin’ was wildin’ yeah
(YEAH YEAH YEAH)

I’m going hard no direction
(YEAH)
I only run with the reckless

I had to change
I Know that I'm tripping
I get out of this
They prey that I’m slipping
I wanted to change but this all that I know
Stayin’ up all night crying and praying

I can’t control my situation
Can’t get right
So I’m frustrated

YELLING AT GOD
And pleading for mercy

Dying alone and feeling unworthy
I don’t deserve it

First time I opened my eyes was in the trailer
First time That they me jumped they stomp my face
(YEAH)

First time I stood in court I got probation
My whole family took them L’s behind them Cases

Pulled up, pulled the stick on me, I froze
Then 4 came for my brother kicked the door
(YEAH)

17 I hit my knees and begged forgiveness
17 I hit my knees and begged forgiveness
(YEAH YEAH)

All that pain had purpose (YEAH)
All that Hell had purpose (YEAH)
Every L take purpose

I could never loose focus
I could never loose focus

I had to surrender my life at the feet of the cross (YEAH)
I cannot boast
I was wretched and lost (YEAH)

It was God he was molding a G
All that fire and pressure was needed

All that fire and pressure was needed