Testo How Could You

(Ray-C)
It's been years and years still havent seen my provider.
And I wonder why you gone when you knew that we loved yah.
Ever since I was born is when you stepped out of our lives.
How dare you mistake us from another woman's delight.
Now why, how could you do this to us.
We would've been fine in this life full of crime.
But you was gone with a blink of an eye. You were done like how clouds disappear when its time.
Now is it true that you loved us how you said you did?
Or did you really meant goodbye in this dying relationship.
You rejected us only to take us for granted.
I'd stab you painfully if I get the chance I'd do it.
Didnt you see us beggin for you hoping you'd come back.
And damn we fuckin needed you but now I'm mad.
All we ever ask from you was just a simple kiss.
But you left us with nothing, only so you'd fuck your bitch

(Chorus)
How could you
How could you leave us for dead
What was going through your mind
What you say in your head How could you
How could you leave your family
I'll never forgive you, till the day I die you see. (2x)

(Ray-C)
Now dont be acting like a fool you know what you did.
Me and my mother came home and saw you fucking a bitch.
Couldnt believe my eyes I was shocked, yah I was shocked feeling like the world had fallen on me time stopped.
Now you was lucky I was still a kid or you'd be dead.
Nothing really mattered no more when we saw you spread.
What really got to me, was when I saw my mother cry.
And when she tried to slap your bitch you almost made her die.
You swung your arm at her and she fell to the floor.
You dragged her like a rag while she held the door.
So who the fuck you think you were trying to lose control.
I've never seen this side of you, until I saw you dark soul.
And then I turned around and saw your bitch laughin.
And that's when anger built inside me my hear beat stoppin.
I really wish I could've done something.
Prevented this from happening.
But damage had been done so all I did was stood there cryin.

(Chorus) 2x
You'll never have my back we survived without.
Cus my mom raised me to be a man something you couldnt do.
It's gettin back to yah thinkin what you did to us.
I see you feeling the pain and that's for leavin us.
It's been 12 years and we're still growing.
No matter how long it takes you'll never be forgiven.
When you think back of the things you did.
How we gained strength and power without you bein in it.
I can see the regret that you've been trying to avoid.
But the curse is in you so you know you're getting destroyed.
To me your just a little thing that I can step on.
I know you was my father but soon your life is gone.
I've been through a lot and not once I felt you carry me.
I'm ending you, its you and your disease.
You know I'm really not the one who's really ending your life.
It's your own self digging your grave, I'm sorry goodbye...haha

(Chorus) 2x

This life you've given me I already paid for.
I owe you nothing so dont think I owe you more.
I'm closin my door they aint no comin in no more.
I dont like the fact that you've betrayed us for your whore.
So put your apologies aside and stay out of our lives.
You ever come near my family I'll put you aside.
So you better abide, cus I aint scared to lay my hands on a motherfucker who blinded our eyes