Testo Hollowed Out Hearts

I spent the winter far from home
On the the back bench in the freezing cold
Distant but not alone I'm letting go I'm letting go

To carry on in this madness
I'm crashing my head into the stereo
Dragging myself through the verses lifting the curses
Helping to keep me afloat So don't tell me that I was never meant for this
I don't believe in fate just the moves you make
And standing still won't bring you a damn thing

I spent the winter far from home
On the the back bench in the freezing cold
Distant but not alone
I'm letting go, I'm letting go
I had some burdens I've been working on
For the last couple months or so
I go to sleep with these demons yelling and screaming
Bartering for my soul

Get a grip is what they said to me
Start acting your goddamn age All I saw was their cobwebs their hollowed out hearts
And a reason to run away
It's been so desolate and empty here
Like everybody wanted to disappear
And I can't say that I blame them
I've been running for the last two years
And I never said it was easy

I spent the winter far from home
On the the back bench in the freezing cold
Distant but not alone
I'm letting go, I'm letting go
I had some burdens I've been working on
For the last couple months or so
I go to sleep with these demons yelling and screaming
Bartering for my soul
I'm letting go

I never said it was easy
All I said was we would get this right
Well maybe not tonight but I'm hoping
We can figure it out in time

I never said it was simple
Never said that I'd live a perfect life
But just trust me now when I'm telling you
I'm telling you I'll be alright