Testo Always Like This (Vow Of Silence)

I don't want to be what you see in me I'm not what I seem, I've never been I'm still the same person behind the mask Remember me, keep the door open all the time No more life behind the bars I don't want to be a prisoner in this life Let me out of this foul play This mediocrity, this stupid pose It's like a dinner in the unknown With a gluttering candle, a too strong perfume Music I don't like, people I won't like Me sitting naked on my chair I aked you to be my guide But you kept silent till it hurt The evil was already in the heart Waiting to break free at last And the wind was going through the leaves Played with them and dropped them On the ground like me empty Cause they were of no use any more It's always like this, no matter how I try