Testo Greener Grass

I'm not harmonicI can't reach self-esteemThat's quite ironiccoz I thought I'd be living my dreamI don't feel supersonicI don't drive in the lane of whipped creamI'm more like a chronicignorantly swimming upstreamWhat can I do to be happy?I have problems to decideWhen it looks to me the grass is greenerOn the other sideHow do I live for the momentwhen I always wanna be else where?How do I reach a fulfilmentwhen I'm crashed and got parts to repair?Why is my only amusementgiving other people my dispair?Why do I give healous judgementon another's affair?I wanna get satisfaction just likethe Stones and Manu ChaoGotta ignore all rejectionI gotta keep trying anyhowI wanna be close to the actionI wanna live my life nowFor this correction I need directiongotta find it within myself somehowSo maybe one day I'll be happy?!But until then I have to realizeThat the grass is not always greenerIt's only up to me to recognizeThat the grass is not always greenerIt's in your head it might look greenerCoz the grass will never be greenerOn the other side