Testo Scary Thoughts

Most of the time I feel alone.​ Like people may see me as like this outgoing person that’s loud and stuff. But actually I’m, I'm really, uh, in my head most of the time, uh. I don’t ever think that in my whole life I will ever get rid of this feeling of being alone. Like that’s just a part of who I am. All the thoughts that I have are in my head and I’m not gonna tell anyone. I don’t know. I feel safe, you know, if I, if I was to talk to somebody it would be very scary. To like talk about the darkest parts of yourself and uhm. I don’t know. I feel like I’m on a very self-destructive path, like not with drugs or anything, but uhm. I don’t do drugs I’m afraid of that kinda stuff. But like I don’t do stuff I should probably meet up with people that care about me and have good talks and stuff but I just rather not do that. I don’t know. That’s scary.​