Testo Lost Myself In Search Of You

I was holding you so tight and you were holding me
So wrapped up in the moment I was feeling such security
And the first few weeks felt just like heaven
But I never really seemed to get that high
So now I sit here laughing at the time that past me by
It's times like these, when I feel I'm on my knees begging
please don't go
And as you slipped away
I couldn't admit that we were through
As you slipped away
I found I lost myself in search of you
I found I lost myself in search of you

I was holding you so tight and you were holding him
But you left the door so wide open
That I was sure you'd come back in
And now the only time I can hold you is in my mind
And that doesn't seem to fill me up inside

So yes I felt lonely and yes I felt a need
And you seemed to feel it necessary to make me see
That I was wrong and you were right And that all my attempts were in vain
But I was pretty sure you'd turn around and want me back
again

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I was holding you so tightly when you needed help
I guess insecurities catch up to you
When you're lying to yourself
But I wasn't lying when I told you all that you could be
But it was no use, you never really ever listened to me
I was holding you so tightly but now I've let you go

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