Testo So Long, Familiar

There is
so much sorrow in my heart
And I'm trying
so hard not to fall apart
But when all I feel
is bitterness inside
It's hard to reason why
God keeps me alive.
So long, familiar
So long my whole live
It's all gone and
I'm trusting you
when hope is hard to find.

And I'm hopeless
I'm hungry
I've lost all that I "love"
Afflicted
and broken
there's nothing left to crush
I'm just a widow
with no promise of a dream God has spoken
and my name will end with me.

So long, familiar
So long my whole life
It's all gone and
I'm trusting you
when hope is hard to find.

And I've lost my love
I've lost my sons
I've lost my youth
I've lost my home
And I'm losing my way
I'm losing my mind
I'm losing my faith
more and more with time.

So long, familiar
So long my whole life
It's all gone and
I'm trusting you
when hope is hard to find.