Testo Clockwork

I'm packing all my meds for the issues I've created
I'm ranting in my head because I'm feeling kinda jaded
The list goes on and on and on and on and on

I'm turning off my brain for the sake of feeling happy
I'm staring at the screen because I can't shake back my memory
The list goes on and on and on and on and on
Help me, I've been jumping headfirst into fear like clockwork
God, I hope this doesn't mean I'm growing up now
Help me, I've been jumping headfirst into fear like clockwork
God, I hope this doesn't mean I'm growing up now

Oh god, I lost my keys, do you remember where we went?
I walked down like every street and I haven't found them yet
The list goes on and on and on and on and on

Help me, I've been jumping headfirst into fear like clockwork
God, I hope this doesn't mean I'm growing up now
Help me, I've been jumping headfirst into fear like clockwork
God, I hope this doesn't mean I'm growing up now

None of this is gonna last forever This is not the only path that I can take
Now I know I'm gonna pull together
Though I'm running in the dark I'm not afraid

None of this is gonna last forever
This is not the only path that I can take
Now I know I'm gonna pull together
Though I'm running in the dark I'm not afraid

Help me, I've been jumping headfirst into fear like clockwork
God, I hope this doesn't mean I'm growing up now
Help me, I've been jumping headfirst into fear like clockwork
God, I hope this doesn't mean I'm growing up now

Jumping headfirst like clockwork
I hope this doesn't mean I'm growing up