Testo Composition XI

I can't believe I got myself played again
I thought we was cool, I thought we made amends
Go tell all your friends, fuck what you say to them
I can't wait for us to find our way again
Hard for me to care when I'm so faded every day
I'm straying far away from you, wading through the pain
Deflating in the rain, I created all these things, no use
Maybe I will fall, maybe I will rise
But if anything, a nigga really tried
And I know, I know
Doing it for all, doing it for I
But a balance is required to survive and to fly
Wide open space

10 Day, I remember bumpin' that, takin' acid to rap
Then stays in the past, you be lettin' shit amass in ya ass
Toxins, we pollutin' all the human, that's an issue, I'm assumin'
God been chillin' in my spirit, I can feel Him, I can hear it
I know you may not understand now
But we all return to where we once were
Words and code written in my hands now
In my skin from within, tell me, how could I pretend that I know? I never thought I would see this place again
I thought that I knew, but that illusion end
Go tell all your friends, but you can't say to them
The beauty we forget and can't express
The lesson I learn every time I stress
I confess, I don't know what is best
That's okay, it's so cold in the snow
But go play anyway
You can mold what you hold where you lay
Into something brand new or a man that stand true