Testo Throwing My Life

I keep having these dreams
Every night I sleep
Don't know what they mean
Trapped in the house where I lived
When I was just a kid
And I cant escape

No sign of the end Just my greatest regrets
And oldest friends
Who all left me behind
I never made up my mind
Or any sense

But if the writing's on the wall
I just didn't see
I was stood up on my date
With destiny

I'm sick of throwing my life away
Sick of all of the things that I can't change
Sick of having to live this way
Watching my dreams go down the drain
I've got these holes in my heart
They match the ones in my head
But I don't mind
Cause every now and again
I like to pretend
That I'm alright

They say the hardest part of life is growing up
And from all that I did I've had enough
But the world won't stop spinning
And I'm just here wishing it would stop