Testo I Will Get By

once again I wake up in the middle of my bed

not knowing if I'm alive or dead

was this all just a dream?

that I don't remember


I'm so glad I don't recall her curly hair

and her sweet little whispers in my ear

and all the nights we shared

I don't recall them at all



when she laid me down

down on my bed and looked into my eyes
and said, I'll never let you fall



I will get by

I keep watching the sky

I keep driving my car

I don't care how far

I don't really care

I will get by

I keep believing the lie

I don't really recall

nothing at all

I swear



when I'm out at night and see lovers holding hands

I never think of our first dance

when she cried when I said

I'm falling in love over here



and the very first time that we made love

and how the moon used to shine on her face from abive

and how she held me tight

I don't remember



and that touching her and holding her tiny little hands in mine

and comforting her ? when she felt small and scared



she will never see

the pain inside that it's causing me

tell me my friend

will this ever end?