Testo Seriously

Hopin' that you can't hear me
cause I feel like I am thinkin out
wonderin' if you can read me
I guess there is no easy way out
I take it's too far
whenever you're around
but you caught me of god
you're already breakin' me down
I know I said I'm not looking for serious
but seriously
I didn't know that you would go
and be just what I need
seriously

thinkin' I have you figured out
but then you leave me in doubt
you make me think I'm seriously crazy
why can I see you turn away
because I don't know what to say
but do you seriously avoid me?
can you honestly tell me
you don't feel a thing? cause last night
you honestly hold me
and I was makin' believe
you were really mine

I know I said I'm not looking for serious
but seriously
I didn't know that you would go
and be just what I need
seriously

I would it tell you
but you make it so hard to do
what would I lose?
what rather keep you around?
I wanna say no
but you make it so hard to go
how do I know you're not gonna let me down
this time around?