Testo Happiness

Featuring Dominic

(Verse)
I spread my wings to fly, live my life on a cliff
I'm bout to nose dive, I just hope I don't miss
See every day has a price, I accept this like a gift
I just need a genie, all I need is one wish
A one scratch ticket that I bought ahead of mill I'm so deep in debt I don't even open bills
I'm so far behind, I wonder how ahead feels,
I've been dreaming bout money waking up wishing it's real
Or wishin I could stay and see sometimes I wish I die,
I gotta stay alive, though our daughter's almost nine,
And one day she'll be twenty with a mind of her own,
Only focused on the money, talking bout daddy I'm grown
I told to take your time baby girl the world is cold
And everybody love you when you're finally dead and gone,
I say a prayer for her every day when I wake up
I might be doing it big, but I ain't doing enough.

(Chorus)
I spend my life, searching for happiness
I've known time and time again, I'm not sure but I'm gon win
I spread my wings, I pray the wind carries me
Pain gon wash away my sense
Pray that heaven lets me be when my time comes.

(Verse)
Time keeps ticking at me, hours like a minute,
And every day I'm worried bout the critics of my image,
I hope I keep it up the park, ‘cause if I don't I'm finished,
I'm learning that my freestyles are better than my writings
I'm barely writing shit down, I just keep talking,
'Cause everything I'm feeling in my heart got me exhausted
But I don't speak about it, I don't feel the need to share it,
I know my best work, my critics will never hear it,
I'm standing in this mirror, trying to see my vision clearer
Throwing water in my eyes I know the end is getting nearer
Voices in my head keep telling me I should quit,
But women in my life keep telling me I'm the shit
When me and lane made our tape niggas laughed,
Now they're saying we put 9-7-8 on the map,
Imagine that niggas I looked up to I'm looking down on
When make it, I'mma put the whole town on

(Chorus)
I spend my life, searching for happiness
I've known time and time again,
I'm not sure but I'm gon win
I spread my wings, I pray the wind carries me
Pain gon wash away my sense
Pray that heaven lets me be when my time comes.