Testo It Will Always Be My Fault

The water washes my shame away
There's nothing left for me here
I feel I've failed everyone
This is what you get for counting on me

If I could choose to die when I'm dreaming
I would have done it a thousand times
I've fucked up again and again I know everyone wants me gone

I guess nothing will ever be the same
That's just something I will have to live with
Being picked apart by everyone
Fuck what you want
Feed leeches to the vultures

Lately I can't see the point of life
Suffer for nothing and then you die
I fall short every time
I've never done anything right

In this cold world, beauty is so tragically fleeting
I used to think that's how it is But now I think it's all I deserve

On nights like these eternal sleep doesn't seem so bad
I hope I never wake up