Testo Feels Like A Mistake

you took your time to leave
but now it feels as though you went away so suddenly
the truth in this is that i need some time to heal
but i'm adjusting to the feeling very slow
i understand your need to move on somewhere else but why is it so hard to take
with all the knowledge that i own i should know better but it feels like a mistake
you are missing out on all of us and just as much as
i thought before just as much it's okay if you
try to sing on
i have to let it go stop feeding on your words
i need to see from greater hights in space and time
you're feeling good right now you said and that's ok
so i just have to drown my fears right away
i understand your need to move on somewhere else but why is it so hard to take
with all the knowledge that i own i should know better but it feels like a mistake
i held my breath so long was anchored to my bones
but that's just how it had to go oh this time
i'm okay if you
try to move on
know for sure i
try to go on hold on