Testo All Of This Will End

Inside my cage I watch the clouds getting angry turning dark and raining down
1 let my fingers run I want to turn my brain off / want to turn my shame to dust nobody hears me now I'm talking to myself
I'm talking to god or something don't want anything to do with magic and back then I had it Forgiving and sacred
You ask me what I think about this is there's even a reason for it
I don't have answers- no one does
Ive been finding comfort in that
There's only love
There's only moving through and trying your best Sometimes it's not enough
Who gives a fuck
All of this will end
I'm out of body -I am idle in the kitchen biting on my fingernails
Keeping from calling - feeling scared of everyone
1 thought I knew
I'm only loving only moving through and trying my best
Sometimes it's not enough but I'm still real - I forgive