Testo Amazing

It's been a long year sorry for the wait
Got a long list of regrets
But I'm learning from my mistakes
Ash trays and empty Red Bull
Cans fill up the studio
The life I live has got me headed towards an early funeral
Feel like I'm slowly losing sight
But I'm still feeling better than I ever did when I ain't had nothing My mom called me cause she say I don't come home enough
My friends hit me up cause they see I ain't going out as much
I derived out and moved away to support a dream
Now the only time they ever see me's in these magazines
But I hope they know the reason for me leaving
Is bigger than all these women and going out every evening
Sitting in a hotel in Toledo as I write
Only thirty people came out to the show tonight
And that shit it checked my ego
And brought me down a couple notches
I think it's my time must be looking at broken watches

I'm feeling fucking amazing yeah, yeah
I'm feeling fucking incredible
They say this life is amazing Something I never felt before
And I don't want to come back down
I don't want to come back down
And I don't want to come back down
No, no, I'm feeling fucking amazing

I did all this on my own not cause I wanted to
Just cause nobody else believed
People always rushing to tell you what you can't achieve
But I just want to show the world
All the things that I see in me
They say that everything takes time and it's true
Trying to be realistic while having a dreamer's point of view
And it's hard but nothing worth having ever comes easy
Keep thinking that since I'm gone
The ones I have are gonna leave me for real
Cause I feel like I'm losing the ones I love
And the only question I have is if it's worth it
I know I'm not perfect but if there's something that I do know
It's that I give it my all and look I truly do deserve this
Whether if it's your love or whether it's your listen
I promise I ain't gonna let you down
I know my past is rough but if I really have your trust
Then trust that everything will be better this time around

I'm feeling fucking amazing yeah, yeah
I'm feeling fucking incredible
They say this life is amazing
Something I never felt before
And I don't want to come back down
I don't want to come back down
And I don't want to come back down
No, no, I'm feeling fucking amazing