Testo Won't Let In

I get so lost in my thoughts
Wander the streets 'til it's dark
When it's 2 AM, I can't sleep, I'm losin' my sanity
I'm losin' my clarity, I can't see
Life got a hold on my neck
When I'm thinkin' of you, I'll be thinkin' of death
I get up at best
When everything is spinning, nothing's every making sense
'Cause I know that I want to belong somewhere
I let go, I can't fall, but I know it's there
I complain to stay sane, it's all in my head
Not like I'm grown anyways, I

Try to make it work out, but I just don't get it
But I won't break, let the bad in
The sad in me, I won't let in
The sad in me, I won't let in
Try to make it work out, but I just don't get it
But I won't break, let the bad in
The sad in me, I won't let in
The sad in me, I won't let in
I don't wanna say my final words tonight
'Cause I know I need to move on
I got so much left to do, and it's just gettin' hard
But I feel like I'm drivin' from the back of my car

'Cause I know that I want to belong somewhere
I let go, I can't fall, but I know it's there
I complain to stay sane, it's all in my head
Not like I'm grown anyways, I

Try to make it work out, but I just don't get it
But I won't break, let the bad in
The sad in me, I won't let in
The sad in me, I won't let in
Try to make it work out, but I just don't get it
But I won't break, let the bad in
The sad in me, I won't let in
The sad in me, I won't let in