Testo Voices

Those voices in my head
Keep me awake in bed
They hardly let me sleep
They do not let me rest
The line begins to blur
I don't know if I'm real
It leaves the senses numb
It does not let me feel
They tell me every story
That I already know
They have the past come haunt me
I want to let it go
Every mistake I've made
Words I wish I had never said
If there's a God I'd pray to him
And ask if he could take it all away

And I don't know why I'm here
Or what I'm supposed to do
Can someone tell me
With age I get more confused
With no one to tell it to Can someone help me

Existential
Thoughts experimental
I am going mental
Mind is intellectual

Those voices out the door
Try to help and try to give me more
I never thought of ending what I settled for
I always needed more
Well I guess that's just me
One addictive personality
I tried to see the light I could never see
But the overthinking blinded me

I don't know what this is
And maybe I'm not supposed to
I don't know what you are
But for now I guess I trust you

I guess I'll leave it in the air for now