Testo One Last Time

So the notion of a fiery end
Put me to sleep again
Nothing imploring
Tragically boring
When heads hit pillows tonight
It may be the last time
It may be the last time
Throw it away
I could be sadder I suppose
I should be shedding tears and spouting prose
One last time
Not much to say
I wish I felt something more concrete
Something where I could plant my feet and try to breathe
One last time

Honestly there's nothing more
(honestly there's nothing more)
No revelation on this darkened shore
I can't sleep so what's the difference what's the use?
If you fell in love with me I couldn't fall in love with you
Throw it away
I could be sadder I suppose
I should be shedding tears and spouting prose
One last time
Not much to say
I wish I felt something more concrete
Something where I could plant my feet and try to breathe
One last time

I know what you are thinking
I know you wish I wouldn't say
I know what you are thinking
I know you wish I wouldn't
Be so blatant, indifferent
Give me a reason not to say

Throw it away
I could be sadder I suppose
I should be shedding tears and spouting prose
One last time
Not much to say
I wish I felt something more concrete
Something where I could plant my feet and try to breathe
One last time