Testo Queen of thoughts

Maybe I changed
Cause the darkness seems so kind
I don´t fear anything
Maybe I lie
But if no one cares about I´ll always be that high

I close my eyes until I see
I feel your love until I bleed I got the strangest deal
That I ever made with me

Hey, you´re still mine
Your kiss is only air
But baby I feel fine
It´s all inside my dreams
And there´s nothing you could say
But I know what it means
You´re still in my bed
Your ghost fills my head
Cause I remember anything
You´re mine though you´re not
My sweet queen of thoughts
It´s all enough I´ll just close my eyes
If this is the chance to feel you again
This life won´t give it up
If this is the game that swallows the pain
This Lie I won´t give it up

Maybe I´ll wake and the world is as it is
The end of every fake
Would I be mad cause I spent some time with you
All inside my little head

You´ll wake in my bed or sleep there instead
As long as I can still think of you
You´re mine though you´re not my sweet queen of thoughts
And I´ll be happy for myself

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