Testo Joking/laughing

i came here to say i miss you and want to kiss you right where you stand. and i want to hold you until the blankets fall off the bed. and i thought that you were joking when you said that this was the end and i thought i heard you laughing when you said that this was the end. i came here with the courage of a thousand tiny birds but you shot me down with all your lying deceitful words.