Testo Envying The Dead

I sure know the feeling
Again it comes alive
Bitter and hopeless
Inside
And all that once was
Is blown away
And everything that is lost
We will never see again
I'm tormented in my head

I cry in pain
As I lay there envying the dead!

Can't turn around now
Just can not turn away
All I see ahead now
Is cast in the darkest grey

The past's got it's evil grin
It's shadow's got my trail
Tempts me into deeper sin
Doomed to fail
To insanity I've been led

I cry in pain
As I lay there envying the dead!


I'm tormented in my head

I cry in pain
As I lay there envying the dead!