Testo Growing Up Sucks

When I was a child
The world was so pretty
Then I realised
Life's not always easy
And I ain't got no more room in my head
Feels like I'mma explode and overload and I hate it

Doing fine I just Break down like twice a day (twice a day)
I love my life but I hate my brain
'Cuz had to feel this much to be honest
[?]
Will it ever feel better? 'Cuz I'm more confused than ever
'Cuz had to feel this much to be honest

No hesitatin' I'm tired of waitin' I'm ready to go to war
I told my demons 'wassup can't mess my head, anymore (take it)
[?] my mind that ain't shit easy
I'm friend with the pain [?]
(What do I said?)

Break down like twice a day (twice a day)
I love my life but I hate my brain 'Cuz had to feel this much to be honest
[?]
Will it ever feel better? 'Cuz I'm more confused than ever
'Cuz had to feel this much to be honest