Testo This Song Made Me Think Of You

I find it imperative I say something you'll cherish in fear there's no other chance past here.
I ran away to escape a routine now it seems I'll never make it back.
No matter where I rest my head for the night, you're resting in my mind.
When no one else would listen your attention was consistent.
I just want to hold onto the best thing to fucking happen to me.
Maybe this is more than you asked for, Maybe this is more than I can handle.
I can't remember the last time that I held on so tightly.
Maybe look a little closer. You'll see the change I want you to see in me. Maybe wait a little longer. You'll see the person you're wanting me to be.
Just wait for me, I can be who you want me to be . Please wait for me.
Just promise me if I fall back asleep, you'll be there when my eyes open.
To be clear on what I'm saying, I just hate to keep you waiting, but nothing is changing for now.
For the first time in quite some time, I'm holding myself accountable. I just want to be reliable.
I've let you become a part of who I am. But if you can't wait for me just know I understand.