Testo Resection

Now life is full of so many simple crutches.
They help me walk they help me sleep they help me suffer.
The love was never there and I just didn't see it.
Weapons take on so many painful attachments the faces change but they all tell the same damn story the love was never there and i just didn't see it.
The love was never there now I don't think I even care.
I've built this wall around my heart to shut you out I've played my part in this game that I thought was real in this pain that I now feel.
And if I ever fall again will I just turn it to the wind or let it fly away with pain or let it fester into the same.
A small dark place inside my mind will keep me safe and far behind where you can never hurt be again the way you did and nothing can ever erase. I pull this glass out of my skin the 'wish I hads' replace my sins I release the lies but no the disdain. And nothing can ever wash this away; a small quiet place where I can hide.
A small quiet place where I can hide.
Where you can never hurt me again.