Testo In My Mind

Testo In My Mind

When I'm finally all alone now, talk to people who ain’t there
Conversations with myself ain't never been something that's right
I got demons that’ll be there more than I would like to share
Even though I had a few I know my vision's not impaired, I see it clear
Stuck in my mind, son don't be cryin'
Stuck in due time, I am
I don't know man, I just been in my head lately
Come on

Someone 'trol my mind, someone 'trol my mind
Don't know where to start, don’t know how to try
I been on the move, 125 falling out of groove
Tryna stay in line, nothing else to do when you outta time
Used to get my drugs from the homie
But now they from the drugstore by the crib
From some boys in white coats that don’t know me
But when I order, I know exactly what I did
And ain't that ’bout a bitch, now I'm hiding from the kids
Got me all up in my feelings, using all my confidence
I be blacking out and waking up in an ambulance
Wondering who done call an Uber cause I don't remember shit and it's

Stuck in my mind, son don’t be cryin'
Stuck in due time, I am
Come on, I'm just tryna get a grip, you know what I'm sayin'?
Right, ay

Kinda poetic in the end
How I'm only blackin' out when I'm fallin' out of bed
Guess it's time to pay the dead, ain't nobody skippin' rent
No forgiving all these sins, I ain't even gon' pretend I done
Too much to recall, too much of the sauce
Now I'm in the dark tryna brace for the fall
Home I done got some issues that I just can't divulge
Because I don't even know exactly what's goin' on
It ain't even a complaint, it ain't even what you think
I be all up in my feelings, writing songs, losing it
Every time I hear the music it just throw me in a fit
Cause I only see the places we been and it's just

Stuck in my mind, son gon' be fine
Stuck in due time, I am
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