Testo Necessity

Testo Necessity

I'm doing this out of necessity
Because I can't afford therapy
My mama want me acting sensibly
But this world has got the best of me
I'm doing this out of necessity, man
I need to get this off my chest if I can
I'm hoping someone out there might understand
So don't say nothing, knock your head if you can
I'm doing this out of necessity

No other avenue for for some stress relief
No other attitude for me mentally
Mad I had to see what I feel like I wasn't meant to see
Looking for something to come 'round me and cleanse the energy
I'm holding onto things that I'll probably let go eventually
I'm wrestling with some others that got me gasping for air to breath
I do this selfishly and usually with sincerity
But I got fucking problems, man, I think it's my polarity
I think that's just my roast
Sorry to self-diagnose
But you caught me at a bad time, should've hit me last Fri'
Maybe on the landline, sorry if you can't find-
Me, I'm on my last one, thought I told you last time
That it was the last time, guess I always backslide
To where I last rhyme, back to fillin' blank lines
Man I'm seeing fan signs, need somewhere to vent
I think it's pretty evident-

I'm doing this out of necessity
Because I can't afford therapy
My mama want me acting sensibly
But this world has got the best of me
I'm doing this out of necessity, man
I need to get this off my chest if I can
I'm hoping someone out there might understand
So don't say nothing, knock your head if you can
I'm doing this-

Out of necessity
Hiding my feelings inside the embassy
The walls are closing in, I feel the entropy
I just want to sing songs, it dons upon my destiny
They just wanna keep my chasing 'round in circles, chasing after equity
Yeah, my manners are Manischewitz and sweeter than
That sentiment that we're boys forever like Peter Pan
We had to grow up to get the dough up to feed the band
I'm trying to blow up, my reign will show up like feeder bands
Sand Man rocking the pocket you been on
They sleeping on me, I keep the harmony stitched on
I got the twins growin' trying to see the end-zone
It often feels like we been alone in this zip code
But I been steadily putting down on my pedigree
I tell my Mini Me's this is all about legacy
Leave out the limited, they be living with leprosy
I'm try'na go out on a win

I'm doing this out of necessity, man
'Cause I can't afford therapy (Yeah)
My mama want me acting sensibly
But this world has got the best of me
I'm doing this out of necessity, man
I need to get this off my chest if I can
I'm hoping someone out there might understand
So don't say nothing, knock your head if you can
I'm doing this out of necessity

I'm doing this out of necessity
I'm doing this out of necessity
Ah, man
So what's up man, you feel better now?
I think so, yeah I'm almost there
How much did this lady charge you
I don't even wanna think about that
You being charged hourly? Or by the minute?
It's by the second
It's by the second? By the song?
By the song, by the soul
Ah man, get me out of here
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