Testo They Looked Like Strong Hands

I'm in over my head
From confidence to self doubt in 60 seconds
Storming stages and stereos from here to there, trying to prove that I belong
Trying to win approval from people that I don't know
And I look so strong when the weight of all the world don't take it's toll
I'd choose my sides if I believed in what was right, but I'm all wrong
I'm not larger than life, I'm not taller than trees
Do I mean what I say? I just have this disease where I never go home I can never go home
Never telling the truth about how this life eats away
Not admitting I'm fake and I'm questioning whether this whole thing is worth it to die poor and all alone
Just don't tell me that this doesn't mean the world, cause my ears would bleed and my heart would hit the floor