Testo Endure

Another lonely day of feeling uninspired, it`s a waste
Another bleeding heart of empty words and lies.
It`s unsafe. I`m getting anxious everyday.
Endure a blackened cloud of painful shifting tides:
the kind you`re begging for. I`m never opened.
Leave the crowd out - waiting time.
Try to hold your head up straight.
Backstabbing pains of misled friends and those you thought had much more to say. Gave back lost self-dignity by shutting out everything
and then you get what you waited for and I no longer see.
No longer waiting for. No longer dying here.
Until it`s realized. Coffin closed.