Testo Dysphoria Delirium

Twenty thousand hours
Spent in subjection
Alternating between two extremes
One last act of desperation
A full fledged facade
Of equivocation
Negligence of mind over matter
With an outcome self-evident A hopeless struggle
Striving to derive
A semblance of endearment
A fifth chapter of
Festering indifference
Eating away one's integrity
A cold embrace
Jealousy stained
Prominently laced with treachery
Dire metamorphosis
Malicious intent
A selfish charade of pride
An all-telling tremble
Reconcile
Forced on by coercion Ambivalent of
The glimmering hope
Beyond the ever-night sky
Heart so impure
Twisting words into a leash
Subjective deception masks
The pain of turning back
A false lament
For the heart bereaved
Suspended state of entropy
Depravity
True origin of distress
The blackest of souls
An ever tainted
Renewal of life
Into an ever dying bond
Heart so impure
Twisting words into a leash
Subjective deception masks
The pain of turning back
Avoid the lies
To save your soul
Before the ominous
Takes total control
Heart so impure
Twisting words into a leash
Subjective deception masks
The pain of turning back