Testo This Calling

I secretly crave
Crave that scent again
Still feel lit pressing on me now
Now with the onset
My flesh is weakening
I steel my nerves
For temptations at hand again
And I hear this calling
Still you don't seem so far at all
And I hear this calling

No secrets deception for these would tear this down
I'll note the past
Spare the pain
Words match my deeds
With brutal honesty
Never forget these choices were made by me

And I hear this calling
Still you don't seem so far at all
And I hear this calling
Not falling victim to the fire that burns inside of me
Though I am fearful I can not prevent this tragedy
My strengths been tested
I wear the scars that prove
Still I believe that this calling will see me through

And I hear this calling
Still you don't seem so far at all
And I hear this calling

My strengths been tested
I wear the scars that prove
Still I believe that this calling will see me through