Testo Still Alive

I m so dead ,so deep inside But the pain let feel me that I m still alive I m so loveless ,I m so feelless But I m still alive The real live means pain Like it s wet when it begins to rain Suicide is my last escape Because I can t love ,so I began to hate I can t agree ,the pact with satan in me I m so dead inside ,but the pain let feels me alive I can t see can t still be ,like my soul is on XTC So tell me ,why you don t let me free? When you would know , what I feel You thing my soul ,my soul likes steel I could t see the colours every where I could t smell the freshness in the air I can t agree ,the pact with satan in me I m so dead inside ,but the pain let feels me alive I can t see can t still be ,like my soul is on XTC So tell me ,why you don t let me free? I can t agree ,the pact with satan in me I m so dead inside ,but the pain let feels me alive I can t see can t still be ,like my soul is on XTC So tell me ,why you don t let me free?