Testo Put Me On Ice

All my life, did 'em right
Way too much I had to sacrifice
When you got the glow they all want the light
'Til they dim it so low you can lose your sight
Of who you are, what's your mission
You thought it was love but it's something different
So focused on the good things though
You don't notice they don't treat you like a good thing though Gaslighting, hindsight is so frightening
Blindsighted, hit fast, it's grease lightning
Whiplashed, heart scabbed, your brain fried
Long nights traveling to the dark side
Construct the Death Star, revenge the best Stark
The best is kevlar, the rest is Braveheart
Playin' with my light, I don't take it lightly
I could let it go, but that isn't like me
Why look for love in people who can't give it back? (Why?)
Why do they withdraw the moment that I get attached? (Why?)
Why they gotta riff on all the drama of my past? (Why?)
Why I gotta trip like nothing's ever gonna last?
Used to being used but I'm sick of how it feels
Maybe it's a side effect of being too real
Now I know why everybody tend to turn fake Hard to stay true when it's easy to escape

They just wanna put me on ice
Plan B, never payin' full price
Deadly, girl I'm know I'm too nice
If you wanna cuff me I'ma read you my rights
Put me on ice then I'm bound to go cold
I'm already iced out, I could freeze my soul
If you wanna love me then you better grab hold
I don't do second place, look at all this gold (Gold)

Try to leave me cold and you'll leave me gold (Gold)
Try to break my heart, try to break my soul (Gold)
Turn it into art, turn it into gold (Gold)
Try to chain me up 'til my chain's my nuts and my wrist went cold

Frozen, so go bust me open
I'm used to copin', too used to broken
Know this: the cracks turn me golden
I shine through times where most get corroded
I could never let somebody break my soul
Especially if I'm aware that theirs ain't whole
I don't have the time for a cycle that is toxic
Shouldn't have the time to turn you into a topic
Venom in the lips of my enemy drainin' energy
Want me? Then you better be ready to want to better me
Treat me like a dog, you disrespectin' my Pedigree
Got a hell of a memory, look how deadly my pen will be
I load up the lyrics and fire bullets away
I know that you hear it, the verses come with grenades
When I go to war, I'm deadly within the page
I'm lacin' it with my rage, better pray that you're gettin' saved

Trains get dark sometimes (Time)
My mind tells me lies (Lies)
My skies turn so black (Black)
Feel I can't come back

Whiplashed with the way emotions flow
But I get cash off of how you played me, so
It ain't that bad long as I can keep my soul
This why my neck iced out and my wrist went gold
This a flex on anybody who tried to break my apart (Yeah)
Shine on anybody who brought me into the dark
I got watercolored tears, I turned it all into art
Put it on the stage and scream it out of my heart
Give it to the people who go through the same hurt
Do it for the people who grows to the same dirt
Overcomin' evil they know they never deserved
Shinin' after everything knowing their damn worth

They just wanna put me on ice
Plan B, never payin' full price
Deadly, girl I'm know I'm too nice
If you wanna cuff me I'ma read you my rights
Put me on ice then I'm bound to go cold
I'm already iced out, I could freeze my soul
If you wanna love me then you better grab hold
I don't do second place, look at all this gold (Gold)

Try to leave me cold and you'll leave me gold (Gold)
Try to break my heart, try to break my soul (Gold)
Turn it into art, turn it into gold (Gold)
Try to chain me up 'til my chain's my nuts and my wrist went cold