Testo If I Believe You

I've got a God shaped hole,
That's infecting
And I'm petrified of being alone
It's pathetic, I know

And I toss and I turn in my bed
It's just like I lost my head (lost my head)
And if I believe you, would that make it stop?
If I told you I need you, is that what you want?
And I'm broken and bleeding
And begging for help
And I'm asking you Jesus, show yourself

I thought I'd met you once or twice
But that was just because the dabs were nice and opening up my mind, showing me consciousness is primary in the universe
And I had a revelation
I'll be your child if you insist
I mean if it was you that made my body you probably shouldn't have made me atheist
I'm a lesbian kiss
I'm an evangelist
And "if you don't wanna go to hell then miss you better start selling this"
And if I believe you, would that make it stop?
If I told you I need you, is that what you want?
And I'm broken and bleeding
And begging for help
And I'm asking you Jesus, show yourself

If I'm lost then how can I find myself?